TTM 3: Fadil
Ingatkan nak tidur awal pada waktu itu, tapi mata aku masih lagi segar-bugar. Lalu, aku membuka kembali aplikasi Blued yang agak baru juga aku muat turun ke dalam telefon aku. Seperti kebiasaan, mesej-mesej peribadi dari orang luar selalu memenuhi senarai mesejku. Setelah memadamnya, aku terus ke ruangan siaran langsung aplikasi itu. Sedang meleret-leret skrinku ke bawah, aku agak tertarik dengan satu profil yang sedang bervideo langsung, bertempat di Indonesia secara umumnya. Terpampang satu susuk tubuh yang berpakaian baju kemeja berkolar warna hitam dan berbeg sandang sedang duduk disebalik meja. Mukanya yang sedikit tembam dan berkulit agak putih juga menjadi faktor kepada tertariknya aku padanya. Lalu, aku pun sertai ruangan video langsungnya itu. Aku masih ingat lagi yang dia yang berpakaian kemeja putih sedang bersiaran langsung sambil duduk di meja, kemungkinan meja makan di rumahnya. Pada masa itu, penonton juga tidak ramai yang menyertai ruangannya, malah boleh dikira dengan jari. Namun, hal itu tidak mematahkan semangatnya yang selalu kelihatan ceria dan senyum setiap kali dia memandang kamera. Melihat keadaannya itu, aku oun memberanikan diri menyapanya di ruangan komen di bawah. Kelihatan dia lebih tersenyum lebar tatkala membaca komen aku, mungkin jarang sekali dia menerimanya. Bermula dari situlah, aku terasa begitu rajin untuk menyertai ruangannya setiap kali dia bersiaran langsung dan saling berbual bersama. Kadang-kala ada juga orang lain menyertai perbualan kami.
Pada masa yang sama, aku juga mengintai-intai apa yang ada di dalam profilnya. Namun, agak kecewa kerana tiada satu pun siaran mengenai gambar dirinya. Kebanyakkannya lebih kepada gambar alam dan tempat-tempat yang dia kunjungi sahaja. Malah, tiada juga maklumat yang lebih terperinci tentang dirinya di ruangan maklumat diri. Kami juga sukar untuk berbual lebih lama dan privasi oleh kerana hanya berkesempatan berbual saat dia bersiaran langsung sahaja. Disebabkan itu, aku mula bertekad untuk mencarinya di media sosial FB kerana pada waktu itu aku masih lagi tidak mempunyai aplikasi sosial lain seperti Instagram. Berpandukan namanya di profil itu, aku dengan teliti mencari satu per satu akaun FB yang berkaitan. Sejujurnya, berhari-hari juga aku mencarinya namun masih juga tidak ditemui, malah akaun yang tidak bergambar profil juga menyukarkan pencarian aku. Akibat kepenatan mencari, aku pun berputus asa dan terus aku bertanya kepadanya. Tidak aku sedar yang dia sudah agak lama menemui akaun profilku dan dia juga berkata sudah menghantar permintaan rakan. Sepantas kilat aku membuka FB aku dan ya, ada satu pemberitahuan yang seseorang ingin menjadi rakan. Terlalu sibuk mencari sehinggakan tidak perasan yang dia sudah pun berada di situ. Aku pun menerima permintaannya dan barulah aku boleh melihat setiap siarannya itu. Seperti yang aku duga, dia sememangnya seorang yang comel apabila dilihat, malah badannya juga tidaklah terlalu kurus ataupun gemuk, hanya sedang-sedang sahaja. Bak kata orang, lepas juga untuk sedap memeluk. Bahkan, dia juga masih lagi seorang pelajar universiti, sama seperti aku. Daripada FB, kami berpindah pula ke aplikasi Whatsapp yang lebih mudah untuk berborak.
Selama ini, tidaklah aku cuba untuk bernakal-nakal dengannya walaupun di Blued sebelum ini, malah aku juga tidak pasti puncanya. Walaupun berbulan-bulan lamanya kami saling berbalas mesej, namun dia juga tidak pernah langsung menyentuh hal-hal yang berkaitan dengan nafsu gay. Sedangkan, kami sudah lama tahu yang kita orang menyukai sesama jenis jantina. Tapi sejujurnya, aku tidak pernah merasa bosan pada waktu itu walaupun hal yang kami borakkan adalah benda yang berulang kali dibualkan. Kadang-kadang aku tanya dia mengenai hal-hal negara seberang seperti adat, loghat bahasa malah juga asal-usul dirinya. Malah, aku juga mulai berubah cara balasku yang lebih ke bahasa Indonesia berbanding bahasa ibunda aku. Saat masing-masing mulai semakin senyap kerana kekurangan idea untuk berbual, terlintas di fikiran aku untuk bertanya, " kau pernah bercintakah sebelum ini". Beberapa minit berlalu tanpa balasan darinya. "Hahaha, lari dah lepas aku tanya", mesejku lagi. Beberapa kemudian, dia mulai di atas talian semula dan mula menaip, "maaf bro, ada hal sikit tadi. Mana ada aku lari, aku hati kental lah kena soal macam tu, hahaha". Masing-masing menghantar emoji muka gelak '😆' setelah itu, lalu dia beritahu yang dia pernah juga bercinta dengan beberapa orang yang semuanya dari Tanah Indo itu. Namun, semuanya tidak kekal kerana masalah daripada pasangannya sendiri, adapun kerana jarak antara mereka yang jauh menyukarkan mereka untuk bertemu. Dia juga berkata yang dia hanya mahu mencari kawan sekepala sahaja buat masa ini. "Tidak apa bro, kalau ada jodoh nanti pasti kau jumpa juga dengannya", balasku menenangkan hatinya.
Sekarang ini, pertanyaan aku tadi mula berbalik kepada aku olehnya yang teringin untuk tahu. Aku pun memulakan cerita perjalanan cinta aku yang pertama sehinggalah kepada kekecewaan yang aku hadapi yang menjadi punca kepada hilangnya rasa ingin bercinta lagi si dalam diri aku. Bukan itu sahaja, aku juga berkongsi mengenai Teman Tapi Mesra (TTM) yang pernah aku rasai dan alami sebelum aku bertemu dengannya. "Wah, menarik. Kau ceritalah lagi pasal TTM kau itu", balasnya. Pertama kali aku melihat dia yang sangat teruja sebegitu. Sepertinya, dia meminati idea TTM yang aku cakap tadi. Disebabkan dia bersemangat hendak tahu, aku oun berceritalah dengan lebih terperinci dari pertemuan pertama aku dengan mereka, bual dan gurau senda yang semakin ke arah nakal-nakal sehinggalah masing-masing berkongsi aib tubuh badan yang tanpa seurat benang itu. "Mantaplah kau, macam best pula TTM ni", balasnya. "Hahaha, aku biasa-biasa je bro. TTM je", balas aku. Namun, aku tahu yang dia berasa teruja selepas mengetahuinya. Malah, dia juga berkata yang dia juga seperti ingin mencubanya. Aku ingatkan dia hanya bergurau seperti kebiasaannya, namun sangkaan aku meleset tatkala dia ingin menjadikan aku TTM pertamanya. Siapa sahaja tidak terkejut beruk apabila orang yang tidak menunjukkan sikap nakalnya selama ini sudah mula menunjukkan dirinya yang sebenar. Awalnya aku berasa ragu-ragu, namun dia beberapa kali merayu untuk itu kerana dia ingin mencuba hubungan TTM di samping dirinya sudah berasa senang berkenalan dengan aku selama ini. Oleh kerana itu, aku pun menerima ajakannya itu.
Walaupun dia teruja, namun perasaan malu-malunya itu masih ada. Aku menyedarinya saat dia sedaya-upaya bertanya beberapa kali kepada aku tentang TTM, sedangkan aku sudah berulang kali terang kepadanya. Aku yang berasa sedikit jemu terus menyuruhnya meluahkan apa yang berada di fikirannya itu. Setelah ditegur oleh aku, dia pun memberanikan diri untuk melihat tubuh badan aku tanpa berbaju sahaja. Aku ingatkan hal yang pentinglah tadi, cuma nak tengok badan saja. Bikin risau betul. Lantas, aku membuka baju aku lalu meletakkan telefon dan menghalakan lensa kameranya ke arah aku. Gambar aku yang tidak berbaju itu terus aku hantar kepadanya. "Wah, nampak sado kau ni", pujinya sambil menghantar emoji '😍'. Kerap kali juga orang kata badan aku sado, padahal itu penuh lemak saja. "Sedaplah badan kau ni, seronok tu dapat peluk", katanya lagi. "Mana adalah, badan aku gemuk je ", balasku walaupun dalam hati rasa sedikit bahagia dipuji sebegitu. Belum sempat aku menghantar mesej yang sedang ditaip, dia membalas dengan permintaan yang lebih mengghairahkan. Semakin nakal pula dia malam itu selepas aku berkongsikan kisah TTM aku sebelum ini. Malah, sekarang dia ingin melihat pula tubuh aku yang hanya berseluar dalam sahaja. Namun, entah kenapa batang aku mulai berdenyut-denyut dan mulai sedikit bangun. Mungkin terangsang akan permintaannya itu. Pada mulanya, aku hanya hantar gambar seluar dalam putih yang aku pakai hari itu sahaja. Apa lagi, bisinglah dia, malah kutuk-kutuk gurau lagi seluar dalam aku yang sudah kelihatan kepam itu. Aku pun tergelaklah sebab berjaya gurau padanya. Setelah itu, satu gambar tubuh aku yang separuh bogel dan hanya berseluar dalam putih tadi berjaya dihantar kepadanya. Lama juga dia berdiam diri walaupun terlihat berada atas talian. Seronok betullah dia tu dapat melihat maruah aku yang dipertayang.
Namun semurah-murah hati aku berkongsi gambar itu, aku juga tidak akan lepaskan dia tanpa meminta perkara yang sama. Dua gambar yang aku beri, maka, dua gambar tubuh dia juga perlu dikongsi. Beberapa minit juga berlalu, namun gambar-gambar itu masih juga tidak kelihatan. Pada waktu itu, aku sudah mula kecewa dan berfikiran yang dia hanya suam-suam kuku dengan aku. "Sepertinya aku terpedaya lagilah jawabnya", bisikku dalam hati. Tidak lama kemudian, dua bunyi pemberitahuan masuk ke telefon aku. Dua gambar daripadanya sudah aku terima. Gambar pertama diperlihatkan tubuhnya yang hanya berseluar sukan tiga suku sahaja tanpa berbaju. Agak terpesona jugalah aku melihatnya dengan tubuhnya yang sedang-sedang berisi dan kulitnya lebih putih mulus berbanding wajah. Yang lebih menarik perhatian aku adalah kedua-dua putingnya yang perang gelap muncul elok di atas dadanya yang sedikit bidang itu. Malah, aku juga perbesarkan gambar itu sehingga hanya putingnya sahaja terlihat di paparan skrin telefon aku. Seandainya dekat, sudah lama aku belai-belai putingnya itu. Kemudian, aku berpindah pula ke gambar keduanya. Terpampang gambarnya yang sedang berdiri tegak seperti tunggul kayu dan hanya berlapikkan seluar dalam 'boxer' bercorak yang menutupi bahagian batang dan bontotnya. Memang nampak sedikit bonjolan di depan seluar dalamnya itu, sepertinya sudah bangun menegang. Malah, aku pula yang semakin senak di bawah dek kerana batangku yang menegang disebalik seluar dalam aku yang agak ketat. Beberapa kali jugalah aku mengusap-usap batang aku tanpa aku sedar. Siapa saja yang tidak terpegun melihat badannya yang sedap dipeluk itu, apatah lagi kalau memeluknya dibahagian depan sehingga batang-batang sangap berlaga sesama sendiri. "Orang-orang Indonesia ni boleh tahan juga, malah lebih comel apabila dilihat dengan lebih lama", fikirku yang sudah berbaur kesangapan. Akibat terpesona dengan tubuhnya sehinggakan aku tidak sedar beberapa minit sudah berlalu, malah mesej baru darinya juga sudah lama dibiarkan di situ.
"Lambat balas, tengah lancap ke tu, hahaha", guraunya. "Hahaha, terpegun kejap tengok badan kau. Nasib baiklah tak lancap saat tengok", balasku sambil menggentel-gentel puting kiriku dengan jari-jemari.
Namun begitu, tidak semua perihal diri aku, telah dikongsikan dengannya. Mungkin belum masanya lagi untuk dia tahu yang aku lain daripada yang kebiasaannya. Sewaktu kami berkongsi lagi gambar-gambar ghairah sesama kami, aku mengarahkannya untuk bergambar dalam posisi yang lebih terperinci. Pada waktu itu, kami masih lagi tidak memperlihatkan batang masing-masing, selalunya kami akan berseluar dalam atau pendek sahaja selain berkain pelikat. Dia agak pelik juga masa itu kerana disuruh bergambar dengan berlutut sambil kedua-dua tangannya diletakkan di belakang kepala. Aku pun beri alasan yang aku saja nak dia buat posisi lain pula selain dari berdiri sahaja padahal bukan itu sebabnya. Mungkin dia pun tidak syak wasangka terus turuti sahaja permintaan aku itu. Beberapa minit kemudian, gambarnya dihantar, terus aku membukanya. Seperti yang aku duga, badannya pasti akan terlihat lebih elok dan sedap dengan posisi begitu. Terpampang dadanya dan juga kedua-dua ketiaknya yang mulus tidak berbulu. Bahkan seluar dalamnya yang berkain nipis dan lembut itu, muncul sesuatu yang mana hujungnya seperti berkepala elok terbonjol di celah kangkangnya. Mukanya yang serius dan gayanya yang berlutut itu sudah seperti hamba askar yang bersedia untuk diseksa oleh musuhnya. Ini yang membuatkan aku mahu lebih banyak gambar dirinya seperti itu. Sejak dari itu, setiap kali kami bertukar-tukar gambar, aku akan menyuruhnya mengambil gambar mengikut gaya yang aku mahukan. Malah, kebanyakkan berunsurkan BDSM seperti gaya merangkak seperti anjing, gaya berdiri sambil tangan dan kaki mengepak seperti bentuk 'X' dan banyak lagi. Kadang-kadang dia juga akan menyuruh aku bergaya dengan posisi yang sama dan aku dengan senang hati menurut sahaja tanpa bantah. Memang setiap kali aku bergaya macam tu, setiap kali jugalah batang aku bukan main tegang lagi sampai terlihat jelas kepala batang aku disebalik seluar dalam yang aku pakai.
Pada mulanya, dia tidaklah pertikaikan permintaan aku yang banyak karenah pada dia. Namun, dia mulai ragu-ragu selepas aku semakin kerap menyuruhnya. Akhirnya, aku pun jujur mengenai minat aku pada BDSM, lebih-lebih lagi pada status 'Tuan'. Seperti biasa, dia tidak tahu mengenai BDSM itu. Selepas aku jelaskan, barulah dia faham dengan gaya-gaya yang aku minta itu. "Kalaulah aku jadi hamba kau, kau nak aku buat apa sekarang?", soalnya secara tiba-tiba selepas itu membuatkan aku agak terkejut. "Ish kau ni, ke situ pula", balasku. Seboleh-boleh dia suruh aku jawab soalan itu padahal tak pernah terfikir pun nak jadikan dia hamba. Kerana didesak, aku pun bagitahulah yang aku akan suruh dia berbogel sambil berdiri dengan kaki mengangkang dan tangan seperti biasa di belakang kepala. Tak lama lepas itu, dia menghantar gambarnya, sebiji macam yang aku cakap. Itulah kali pertama aku melihat aib di celah kangkangnya yang perang gelap kulitnya malah bersaiz besar, apatah lagi di bahagian kepalanya yang seperti cendawan subur dihiasi dengan lato-lato yang elok layut tergantung dipangkal batangnya, menambahkan lagi kesedapan tubuh dirinya. Tegang habis batang aku diselangi dengan denyut-denyut kencang meminta untuk dimuntahkan cairan putih lekit itu. "Macam mana? Layak tak aku jadi anjing? Hahaha", soalnya selepas itu. "Ini bukan setakat layak, malah patut dibela sekarang juga. Barang sedap macam ini mana boleh dibiarkan, hahaha", gurauku. Tanpa diminta olehnya, terus aku juga bagi gambar serupa posisi itu tanpa seurat benang kepadanya. Kelihatan dia sangat suka, melihat kepada reaksi balasnya. "Cerita sini habis sini tahu, jangan pula kau tularkan gambar aku itu", kataku. "Tak perlu risau, bro. Aku simpan buat koleksi untuk aku je, hehehe", balasnya tersengih-sengih. Mula dari situ, kami kadang-kala juga berbogel sama-sama sama ada secara perkongsian gambar atau melalui panggilan video.
Hari berganti hari, bulan berganti bulan sehingga bertahun-tahun lamanya, tapi aku masih tidak dengar lagi khabarnya. Puas aku memuat turun semula Blued semata-mata untuk melihat sama ada dia bersiaran langsung atau tidak namun keputusannya hampa. Malah, mesej yang aku hantar di ruangan bual FB juga tidak dibalas. Nak kata akaunnya sudah dipadam, gambar profilnya masih lagi ada. Nombor telefonnya pula sudah tidak aktif, mungkin dia sudah tukar ke nombor baharu. Risau juga dibuatnya, apatah lagi dia menyepi secara tiba-tiba. Aku sendiri tidak tahu keadaan semasanya, sama ada masih hidup gembira di sana atau pun sudah pulang kepada Sang Pencipta. Namun, aku sangat berharap yang aku dapat bertemu semula dengan si temanku yang mahu tapi malu itu.
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This is the story of my encounter with my next IF. The given name is Fadil. This friend of mine is quite special because the other country is his homeland, more precisely from Tangerang, Java Island. Unlike my IF who I previously knew through FB because the first time I met the owner of this name was through the blue application, Blued. At that time, I was still new to this Blued application, and I hadn't even explored many things yet. As I remember at that time it was a weekend night. That night, I lay on my bed as usual in with only my thin white underwear, but even then I felt very bored. Even though I have browsed every social media on my phone many times, this boredom still hasn't gone away.
Though i planned to go to bed early at that time, but my eyes are still fresh. Then, I reopened the Blued application on my phone. As usual, private messages from outsiders always fill my message list. After deleting it, I went directly to the live broadcast section of the application. While swiping down my screen, I was quite interested in a profile that was live videoing, located in Indonesia in general. There was a figure dressed in a black collared shirt and a duffel bag sitting behind the table. His slightly chubby face and white skin was also a factor in my attraction to him. Then, I joined the live video section. I still remember that he who was dressed in a white shirt was broadcasting live while sitting at the table, probably the dining table in his house. At that time, the audience was also not many who joined his live room, and could even be counted on the fingers. However, that didn't dampen his spirits as he always looked cheerful and smiled every time he looked at the camera. Seeing his situation, I dare to greet him in the comment section below. It looks like he smiles more when he reads my comment, maybe he rarely accepts it. Starting from there, I feel so diligently to join his room every time he broadcasts live and chat with each other. Sometimes other people also join our conversation.
At the same time, I also peeked in his profile. However, a bit disappointed because there was not a single post about his picture. Most of them are more pictures of nature and the places he visited. In fact, there is no more detailed information about him in the personal information section. It's also difficult for us to chat longer and privacy because we only have the chance to chat when he's live. Because of that, I determined to find it on FB social media because at that time I still didn't have another social application like Instagram. Guided by the name on the profile, I carefully searched for related FB accounts one by one. To be honest, I've been looking for it for days but still can't find it, even the account that doesn't have a profile picture also makes it difficult for me to find it. As a result of being tired of searching, I gave up and continued to ask him. I didn't realize that he had found my profile account for quite some time and he also said that he had sent a friend request. As fast as lightning I opened my FB and yes, there was a notification that someone wanted to be friends. Too busy looking that I didn't notice he was already there. I accepted his request and then I could see each of his posts. As I guessed, he is indeed a cute person to look at, even his body is not too thin or fat, just average. As people say, it's also good to hug. In fact, he is still a university student, just like me. From FB, we moved to the Whatsapp application which is easier to chat.
During this time, I didn't try to be naughty with him even in Blued before, even I'm not sure why. Although we exchanged messages for months, he never directly touched on things related to gay or sex. Meanwhile, we have known for a long time that we like people of the same sex. But to be honest, I never felt bored at that time even though the things we talked about were things we chat repeatedly. Sometimes I ask him about the things of the other country such as customs, accent and even his origins. In fact, I also started to change my way of replying more in Indonesian than my mother tongue. When each of them started to get quiet because of the lack of ideas to chat, it occurred to me to ask, "Have you ever been in love before". A few minutes passed without a reply from him. "Hahaha, you are quiet after I asked", I messaged again. Some time later, he started on the line again and started typing, "Sorry bro, there was a little problem earlier. Never ran away, I'm not afraid to getting ask such like that question, hahaha". Each of us sent a smiley face emoji '😆' after that, and then he told that he had also been in love with several partners who were all from the Indo Land. However, everything did not last because of problems from his own partner, as well as because the distance between them made it difficult for them to meet. He also said that he only wants to find a friend for now. "It's okay bro, if there's a luck later, you'll definitely meet your true partner too", I replied to calm his heart.
Right now, I had being asked by him who wanted to know the same thing. I started the story of my first love journey until the disappointment I faced which became the cause of the loss of the desire to love again in me. Not only that, I also shared about Intimate Friends(IF) that I had felt and experienced before I met him. "Wow, interesting. Tell me more about your IF", he replied. It's the first time I've seen him so excited. It seems, he is interested in the IF idea I mentioned earlier. Because he was eager to know, I told him in more detail about my first meeting with them, the conversation and banter that got more and more naughty until each of us shared about our body. "Nice, idea of IF is the best", he replied. "Hahaha, just a normal thing, bro. Just IF", I replied. However, I know that he was excited after finding out. In fact, he also said that he also wanted to try it. I thought that he was just joking as usual, but my guess was wrong when he wanted to make me his IF too. Quite surprised when a person who has not shown his mischievous attitude all this time has started to show his true self. At first I was skeptical, but he pleaded for it several times because he wanted to try a IF relationship besides himself already feeling happy knowing me all this time. Therefore, I accepted his invitation.
Although he was excited, his shyness was still there. I realized it when he tried his best to ask me several times about IF, while I had told him repeatedly. Feeling a little tired, I directly to tell him to express what was on his mind. After being asked by me, he dared tmme to show my body without clothes. I thought that he want something about the important thing, He just want to look at my body only. He make me really worrying. Then, I took off my shirt and put the phone down and pointed the camera lens at me. I sent him a picture of me without a shirt. "Wow, you look so cute", he praised while sending the '😍' emoji. People often say my body is nice, but it's just full of fat honestly. "Your body is magnificent, it's fun to hug", he said again. "Not that good, my body is just fat", I replied even though in my heart I felt a little happy to be praised like that. Before I could send the message that was being typed, he responded with a more passionate request. He was even more mischievous that night after I shared my IF story before. In fact, now he wants to see my body which is only in underwear. However, for some reason my dick started throbbing and started to wake up a little. Maybe excited by his request. At first, I only sent pictures of the white underwear I wore that day. He even jokingly cursing my underwear which already quite dirt. I also laughed because I succeeded make him laugh. After that, a picture of my half-naked body and only white underwear was successfully sent to him. He was silent for a long time even though he appeared to be online. It's really fun for him to see my dignity on display.
But as generous as I am to share the picture, I won't let him go without asking for the same. The two pictures I gave, then, two pictures of his body also need to be shared. A few minutes also passed, but the pictures were still not visible. At that time, I was starting to get frustrated and think that he was only playing with me. "It looks like I've been tricked again," I whispered in my heart. Not long after, two notification sounds entered my phone. I have received two pictures of it. The first picture shows his body in only three-quarter sports pants without a shirt. I was also quite fascinated when I saw his with his moderately chub body and skin that was whiter and smoother than his face. What caught my attention more were his two dark brown nipples that appeared beautifully on his slightly flat chest. In fact, I even enlarged the picture so that only his nipples were visible on my phone screen. If we were close to each other, I would have caressed his nipples a long time ago. Then, I moved to the second picture. There was a picture of him standing upright like a tree stump and only lined with patterned boxer underwear that covered his cock and butt. You can see a slight bulge in the front of the underwear, it looks like it's already tensed up. In fact, I'm the one who's getting more horny because my cock is straining behind my rather tight underwear. A few times I rubbed my dick without realizing it. Who is not stunned to see his huggable body, not to mention if Ihug him from the front until our dicks are touching each other. "These Indonesians are also nice too, they are even cuter when seen it", I thought, which was already mixed with horny. As a result of being mesmerized by his body, I didn't realize that a few minutes had passed, and even a new message from him had been left there for a long time. "Such a skow reply, are you masturbating, hahaha", he joked. "Hahaha, I was stunned for a moment when I saw your body. I almost masturbate when I saw it", I replied while playing my left nipple with my fingers.
However, not everything about me has been shared with him. Maybe it's not time yet for him to know that I'm different from what he's used to. As we shared more passionate pictures of each other, I instructed him to pose in more detailed positions. At that time, we still didn't show each other's dicks, usually we would only wear underwear or short pants besides also wearing tights. He was also a bit strange at that time because I asked him to take a picture kneeling while placing both hands behind his head. I also gave the reason that I just wanted him to do another position other than just standing but to be honest, that was not the main reason. Maybe he didn't suspect and just follow my request. A few minutes later, the picture was sent, so I opened it. As I guessed, his body will definitely look better and tastier in that position. His chest and both armpits are smooth and hairless. Even the underwear that was made of thin and soft fabric, there was something like a beautiful head protruding from the crotch gap. His serious face and kneeling style was like a soldier slave ready to be tortured by his enemy. This makes me want more of pictures of him like that. From then on, every time we exchanged pictures, I would tell him to take pictures in the style I wanted. In fact, most of them have BDSM elements such as crawling like a dog, standing with arms and legs flapping like an 'X' shape and many more. Sometimes he would also tell me to pose in the same position and I would happily obey without objecting it. It's true that every time I'm i position like that, every time my dick is so tense up until the head of my dick is clearly visible behind the underwear I'm wearing.
In the beginning, he didn't dispute my request which was a lot on him. However, he began to doubt after I told him more and more often. Finally, I was honest about my interest in BDSM, especially in the status of 'Master'. As always, he doesn't know about BDSM. After I explained, only then did he understand the styles I asked for. "If I were your slave, what do you want me to do now?", he asked suddenly after that, making me a bit surprised. "Eh, are you serious wanna know?", I replied. As much as possible, he asked me to answer that question even though I never even thought of making him a slave. Because of pressure, I also told him that I would tell him to strip naked while standing with his legs crossed and his hands behind his head as usual. Not long after that, he sent his picture, just like I said. That was the first time I saw his cock and balls which wer dark brown and even large in size, not to mention in his cock's head which was like a lush mushroom decorated with beautiful balls hanging at the base of his cock, adding to the marvelous of his body. My cock was tense and interspersed with strong pulses asking for cum. "How? Do I deserve to be a dog? Hahaha", he asked afterwards. "This is not only worthy, but it should be defended right now. How can such delicious things be abandoned, hahaha", I joked. Without being asked by him, I also gave him a picture of the same position with naked. It looks like he really likes it, judging by his reaction. "Just wanna you to know, please don't spread my picture", I said. "No need to worry, bro. I'll save it to make a collection for myself, hehehe", he replied with a grin. From there, we sometimes also naked together either by sharing pictures or through video calls.
Days after days, months after months even years, but I still haven't heard from him. I re-downloaded Blued just to see if he was live or not but failed. In fact, the message I sent to him in the FB chat room was also not answered. If the account has been deleted, the profile picture should not there, but it is. His phone number is no longer active, maybe he has changed to a new number. I was also worried as he was quiet all of a sudden. I myself do not know his current situation, whether he is still live woth happiness or has returned to the Creator. However, I really hope that I can meet again with my friend, the one who shy.
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